Saturday Alone again

Yes, it seems things don't seen all that great as far as , well having things around. I'm alone at 11pm pissed cuz I have no job, because the place sucked, and I quit, and now I'm like looking for another one, and I guess I can't look for the perfect job, and just "grin-and-bear-it". I want to persue the arts but I'm in a type of recovery, that is well getting better I guess. It fucking better get better, I can't take much more BS.